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My Skin, My Sanity
by Kat Duff

When I turned fifty, the only scar on my body was the thin trace of an incision on my right thumb where a doctor removed a sliver when I was nine (more...)
POETRY
Jada Ach
Ana Arredondo
Kristy Bowen
Julie R. Enszer
Patricia Wellingham-Jones
Charlie Newman
Margo Roby
CREATIVE NONFICTION
Kat Duff
Peggy Duffy
Jackson Lassiter
REVIEW/INTERVIEW
Maureen Seaton's
Venus Examines Her Breast
PHOTOGRAPHY
Jacob Knabb
Fides J. Proctor
Anna Ressman
Shawn Sargent
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Lonely Days Lonely Nights
by Julie Enszer

Where would I be without my woman?
The Bee Gees

I.

If she dies
suddenly
young
I am going to sell everything
buy acres and acres of land
in West Virginia
with a hunting cabin
on top of a mountain
no plumbing
no electricity
I’ll live naked
alone
crying and screaming
until there are no more tears
until my voice is silent

II.

I tell my friend Carole
you will have to visit me
every two or three months
out there in West Virginia
to make sure that I am alive
She tells me
it won’t come to that
it won’t come to that

III.

Luna
an orca whale
trapped
in a Vancouver inlet
every hour or two she cries out
for the other members of her pod
it has been two years
since she heard them respond
but still she knows their song
still she sings



Julie R. Enszer is a writer and lesbian activist living in Maryland. She has previously been published in Iris: A Journal About Women, Room of One’s Own, Long Shot, the Web Del Sol Review, and the Harrington Lesbian Fiction Quarterly. Her work is forthcoming in Poetica and Sunspinner. She is working on a collection of poetry entitled, Limnings, and a novel. You can reach her at JREnszer@aol.com.
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